and i loved her

she was stink and rot 

and putrefaction

a suppurating wound

on a pile of maggot ridden meat

something already for the worms

she was warm 

and oozing 

and leprous to the teeth

she was an ocean of pathogens

infested with death

and i begged her to let me swim 

she was tuberous flesh

egg white and runny-yellow eyes

fevers and viscous dripping

she was gang banged gangrene

covered in mucused and bloodied stool

she was a pustulant pestilence

a swine pox

and a plague for all nations 

she was swollen with the disease of a million swarming houseflies set to bloom beneath her skin 

copulating with silverfish 

as roaches watched with salivation

she was filth in heat 

hot garbage in the breezeway

just a lazy dead kitten

on a sunday afternoon

and she licked my lesions

with her toilet bowl tongue

and the ick ran out 

and i loved her