religion is dead

but god still breathes

man will pay any price for certain knowledge.

even this planet will not last forever.

how many times a day do you think about death, and the fact that you will, maybe soon, die? does this thought ever come upon you without fear. or is it always a cold thing in the pit of your stomach. do you try to imagine what it will be like? that last moment of breath. i do, but it is all in vain. no matter how many times i dream of that bridge, there is no way of knowing it’s weight until i get to it. until i’m a dead man it’s only a pose. when i am dead all of my posing will be done. 

for now i sit and contemplate. with the certain knowledge that death’s mouth is open, and so is the womb ever bringing forth life. but someday even that will be shut, and the whole life of man will have passed as a parade.

the end of philosophy

the end of every philosophy is action

the end of every action is known only to god

there is always a woman on the flying trapeze. there is always one who will run you clean through, and one who will come to stitch you up again. there is always a woman to be read like a book in an unknown language which you try your best to understand by context. there is always a woman. coming or going. mocking you with her stolen oranges. leaving her innards on the bedroom floor. always, there is always a woman. and ever before her a shipfull of fools. 

we have been building the tower of babel

and it seems that we climbed all this way just to fall

how many centuries of skin have i swallowed 

just standing here waiting for my light to turn green

rejoicing

i shouted hallelujah and felt my whole soul jump 

like a slave from the ship 

to take his chances in the water

a painting for pavorst

there is a figure here

but i can’t make it out

so i listen with patience

to what the colors suggest

what the black boy saw on a saturday night

supermarket visions of the end of the world 

everybody’s face just like a mask on halloween

and the vines creeping over all the ruins of the buildings

i stood there for a beat too long

and she asked me if i wanted cash back 

no

thank you 

have a good day

i believe i have just peaked underneath your skin 

and i saw your body in an oakwood casket

being lowered slowly 

into the ground